I didn't think you'd be comfortable being around me in person and...
Honestly I can talk myself out of some of the worst of my... habitual paranoia a lot easier if I have the time to logic my way through some of it. Which I can't do face to face. No matter how much I might try.
I'm sorry I hurt you. I feel bad for that. I feel bad that I can't be a friend to you. I feel bad that I felt cornered and started snapping at you. I am sorry, even if I don't deserve your forgiveness.
I feel bad that I think in such ugly ways but... I am not sorry for that part. Which... sort of makes your point, doesn't it.
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Honestly I can talk myself out of some of the worst of my... habitual paranoia a lot easier if I have the time to logic my way through some of it. Which I can't do face to face. No matter how much I might try.
I'm sorry I hurt you. I feel bad for that. I feel bad that I can't be a friend to you. I feel bad that I felt cornered and started snapping at you. I am sorry, even if I don't deserve your forgiveness.
I feel bad that I think in such ugly ways but... I am not sorry for that part. Which... sort of makes your point, doesn't it.