[Concerned about what to do with his own hands, he folds them together so he doesn't break anything. He doesn't want to draw attention to that, not when he's completely focusing on Balthus and what he's been through.]

Holst has really been a great friend to you. I'm looking forward to meeting him one day.

[And he means that. All of the praise Balthus has for his friend, the amount of adoration. Holst must really be a good man.]

It's no wonder you were looking for him as a kid.